I can do it !!

A lot assignments have to rush, is not because I lazy to do it but they changed the marking basis which will have assignment every week !! I drew the mascot for my advertising design subject for countless times ... really feeling fed up , the Japanese language every week will have test !! 


Should I be happy because I still haven't become insane ? 


Just now I cried because of the mind map before I come here .. I did it all by myself since they found all the information and did a draft for me so I volunteer to do the final one but it doesn't goes well ... my mind map doesn't looks like a mind map but a rubbish .. I did it again and again until I felt frustrated and emotional .. Luckily my housemate keep on encourage me when I feel upset if not I can't finish my work and going to die tomorrow morning in the classroom ...... and she showed me the quotes from Sensei, Daisaku Ikeda. I found out that I really like it and inspirational !! 

“Even if things don't unfold the way you expected, don't be disheartened or give up. One who continues to advance will win in the end.”― Daisaku Ikeda

You Have The Power to CHANGE

Everytime I feel like sad , unhappy , hate my life , dislike someone , hate reading books , lazy to wake up in the morning ,  difficult to change my lifestyle , difficult to change my habit , difficult to change mt point of view towards someone , worried about my mum's health , worried about economic condition , argue with people ,  giving excuses , hating ownself , giving up , postpone my tasks or etc ... I will think of the encouragement below ..


When I change my mind, I will change my think of view ;
When I change my think of view, I will change my attitude ;
When I change my attitude, I will change my behavior ;
When I change my behavior, I will change my performance ;
When I change my performance, I will change my LIFE !

I know is hard to change but everytime I think of this guidance .. I will believe that I can make it too. Although is just a proverb with some simple words , I can feel the power of giving encouragement from it.

I will ask myself why I have to make my ownself unhappy and dissatisfied with this and that .. why and why .. Why don't just make it easier ? If can't make it then leave it and run itself , see what is going to happen , why I have to keep on forcing myself to do it again and again , better and better . NOTHING IS PERFECT ! I'm sure my life will get better when I just change my mind. ^^

EXO - We are ONE !

EXO is a Korean boy group which have 12 person in total, debut on the same date and released their album at the same time too but 12 of them targeting 2 different market. EXO-M (Mandarin) target in China market and EXO-K (Korea) target in Korea market. 6 members of EXO-M stay at China while the others in Korea. They sing the same songs but in different language, Chinese and Korean.

In fact, I really admire them especially EXO-M, the pressure they facing is really hard to explain in words, I searched the Internet to watch the video which they participated in the Chinese Music Awards in China, but the Chinese artist there dislike them, even the host discriminated them and said they only Korean, can't even speak Chinese, and she told that fans do not need to be work so hard for them.

I really felt disappointed to those who were there because they are very dedicated and have a serious nationality discrimination but then the captain answered  the host in Mandarin  and said: "We have four Chinese members and two others Korean members which can understand simple Chinese phrases too so speaking Chinese language is not a problem." I was like clapping my hands like an idiot and slapped the table after he answered. He is such a good leader and humorous person , EQ high enough too of course. The host for sure will get anti by the fans or cut salary .. haha ~

Dalmatian

Dalmatian finally return, they have their rest for a year and a half. Finally we going to meet ! I heard that the their period of rest  is very tough, because they tried very hard to change their own ~ when they debut there is no visibility, and even now they already debut for some time but there is no popular, compared to the children now who had their debut. Although they are senior but popularity is just too low. NOW , is different ! I saw their MV , I was really touched, because not only their singing skills and songs are mature, but the aspects of singing, dancing, image management, body build management, the way of thinking have been improved alot ! Seeing them to return is really surging, not because they return, but a different image for the fans, I can see their hard work and responsibilities as an idol , tried very hard to get rid of the previous image. I see their live through Internet , my feeling is unspeakable ~ Grateful? Happy? Enjoy? Crazy? Emotional? Satisfied? but the most still very touched! They did it! ! A round of applause! !

Lee HaYi !!

Lee HaYi is a conventional Korean high school girl which is only 16 years old. I knew her because I watched a Korean singing competition so called K-POP Star which was recommended to me by my friend, Reanne. HaYi participated in this competition show and WOWs all the judges during the audition section due to her very deep soul voice and her skills in singing. The judge from JYP Entertainment mentioned that this kind of voice hardly to be found in Korea even in other country. Every songs that she sings can transform into her own new song and for those who accidentally click on her video will probably thinks that she is the singer of the song but actually she doing a cover of the song for this competition. The link above is one of the song that she sang which inspired me the most because this song is the first high pitch song she sang. Everyone knows that she is perfect in deep and low pitch song but she really bad in singing high pitch as she never try any high note song before. For the first time she sing this song, she can't reach the pitch, she very upset. She tried so hard and put a lot of effort in this song, until she stand on the stage and prepare to present this song, her throat still in a bad condition, every judges and the people who supporting her are worried about her. The main point is after her performance, the judges cried because of her effort and the sadness of the song she sang towards to the audience. I cried in front of the laptop too. Luckily she got 2nd place in this competition and get the casting of YG Company. Congratulations Lee HaYi !!

Lee Ha Yi. (n.d.). Retrieved June 1, 2012, from http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTy_J18cVmQ&feature=g-hist