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up till the point where you actually felt people around you don’t exactly like you for you, that’s the worst part in life.

you probably thought you’re already doing your best when you’re not. the little voice beside you whom pulls you down when faced with troubles. you’d wonder if you’re doing the right thing, you’d wonder if you’re good enough, you’d wonder if you’re working hard enough. but the way life is is indeed balanced. so balanced that you cannot fulfill everything in the same time. I guess I should always be reminded that success needs to be earned one by one slowly and shouldn’t be rushed. and keeping friends with you are the most important part of life. because success ain’t going to buy you all happiness. not sure if naive but having just getting a little care would mean so much. nothing creative. just a simple “are you okay ?” would give me so much strength.

I do not like to be told what to do. but always when needed, change is a must. and towards the better. it’s no point keeping the emotions buried in you, sometimes it’s better to be straight forward and voicing out. and accept, too.

and, when you know people appreciates and likes you for who you are, that’ll be the greatest feeling I guarantee. I’m not telling you to live the way to please people, but because sometimes even the simplest smile could make you a much more jovial person who’s nice to be around with; and it’ll all be worth it. best of all, it requires almost no effort.