Monday, 7 April 2014
Frustrated !! We doing the same part and if you dont want to do it just tell me. stop wasting people's time !! i gave you the things that you wanted, all you need is just make it into charts so that i can analyze from your charts ... 5 hours later you sent me a file which ONLY included 2 charts . WTF !! 5 hours only 2 charts, are you kidding or something ?! I waited for 5 hours not for these okay .. 8 interviewee's answer but only can get 2 charts from there? Just admit you're lazy !! see now what .. because of you, I cant sleep and have to analyze everything in the midnight ... did you ever care about others? sent me at midnight and now i have to rush everything .. Fucker !! even told me you watched videos and updated than me .. so you watching videos and playing around in that 5 hours la dude? I dun care updated or not please, do your work la shit !! told me you're updated with your smiley face .. slap you fucker !!
Wednesday, 19 February 2014
态度问题就是态度问题。
不要认为每个人想的东西跟你会一模一样!你说功课不见面在网上讨论就行,但我认为功课应该要面对面讨论。现在造成一些重点有变没有,请觉悟问题是出在哪里呢?
不要自以为很厉害,在大家面前邀功。
这是所有人的功课,大家都有付出,不要比较你做的比较多就在那里放话。
你没有来,应该问问看其他人功课怎样,还是进行到怎样。这是最基本的不是吗?为什么现在反问我们,我们没有告诉你最近的状况。你以为你是谁啊?
我缺席的时候,又不见你像你说的那样,要告诉没有来的人怎样怎样。
我是问你们进行到怎样,你们才开口。要不然功课没了都不知道!只想到自己!
不要给我摆脸色看,我不是你的仇人或欠你钱。
你不爽说出来。我生出来不是看你脸色做人的,而且看也看够了!适可而止。
人家告诉你了,你自己有问题又不要问。
现在问题出现了,你却责怪别人说得不够详细,导致你做错。
你是哪里有毛病啊?!差劲~~
不要自以为很厉害,在大家面前邀功。
这是所有人的功课,大家都有付出,不要比较你做的比较多就在那里放话。
你没有来,应该问问看其他人功课怎样,还是进行到怎样。这是最基本的不是吗?为什么现在反问我们,我们没有告诉你最近的状况。你以为你是谁啊?
我缺席的时候,又不见你像你说的那样,要告诉没有来的人怎样怎样。
我是问你们进行到怎样,你们才开口。要不然功课没了都不知道!只想到自己!
不要给我摆脸色看,我不是你的仇人或欠你钱。
你不爽说出来。我生出来不是看你脸色做人的,而且看也看够了!适可而止。
人家告诉你了,你自己有问题又不要问。
现在问题出现了,你却责怪别人说得不够详细,导致你做错。
你是哪里有毛病啊?!差劲~~
Monday, 17 February 2014
我的最爱。
星期日,相信我身边的所有人都知道我是有合唱团练习的。
星期日是我最重要最不能失去的日子。是我唯一能解压,看见我心爱的小朋友,做我爱做(唱歌)的一天。是可以让我感觉到幸福和开心的一天!
但昨天,竟然成为我最伤心的一天。
我们将要在4月表演,当所有人的态度让我不堪入目。
RJC 本来就是一个团体,说是合唱团,但都是自己唱自己的,我看不见一体!
老师的用心和耐心教导,却得不到回报。没有进步,反而退步。
我不知觉地心里愤怒。
我在合唱团超过十年了。十年不容易,我从一窍不通但爱唱歌小孩长大,现在成为教导及教育小朋友的领导人。我的使命很大,我也很乐意为这个使命付出。毕竟我在这里有很多回忆,想培育未来人才的想法有很深很大很多。
至少60名的孩子,都待了2年以上,甚至到10年也有。可以说我看着他们长大,看着他们成长。但为什么我的用心和其他人的用心,小孩却感受不到。各式各样的坏习惯展示出来(老师面前按电话,打瞌睡,不张口唱歌等)我心里流泪!老师一再重复同一个地方,为什么就是故意要做错?!什么时候了,还给我发小孩子脾气!练习时间都不到5次就要彩排了,还要这样吗?!
看不见应有的态度,我很愤怒。你们都是我心爱的孩子们呀,为什么?我们不希望用责骂或惩罚的方式来对待,但为什么要让我们忍无可忍!我流着泪,用很愤怒很严厉的方式责骂了他们。告诉他们,表演是肯定做不成!要他们退出合唱团不要影响别人,不要浪费其他人的时间和用心!眼泪无法停止。。。口头上是在责骂,但心理上是很心疼。我从来没有这样责骂孩子们过。我想要他们进步,成长,觉悟。。。看见孩子哭了,我更加不忍心。
要求了我想要看到的,大家都答应了。希望不要让我一再失望。
你们是我的最爱啊~不要让我后悔白费做了这件事。。。
星期日是我最重要最不能失去的日子。是我唯一能解压,看见我心爱的小朋友,做我爱做(唱歌)的一天。是可以让我感觉到幸福和开心的一天!
但昨天,竟然成为我最伤心的一天。
我们将要在4月表演,当所有人的态度让我不堪入目。
RJC 本来就是一个团体,说是合唱团,但都是自己唱自己的,我看不见一体!
老师的用心和耐心教导,却得不到回报。没有进步,反而退步。
我不知觉地心里愤怒。
我在合唱团超过十年了。十年不容易,我从一窍不通但爱唱歌小孩长大,现在成为教导及教育小朋友的领导人。我的使命很大,我也很乐意为这个使命付出。毕竟我在这里有很多回忆,想培育未来人才的想法有很深很大很多。
至少60名的孩子,都待了2年以上,甚至到10年也有。可以说我看着他们长大,看着他们成长。但为什么我的用心和其他人的用心,小孩却感受不到。各式各样的坏习惯展示出来(老师面前按电话,打瞌睡,不张口唱歌等)我心里流泪!老师一再重复同一个地方,为什么就是故意要做错?!什么时候了,还给我发小孩子脾气!练习时间都不到5次就要彩排了,还要这样吗?!
看不见应有的态度,我很愤怒。你们都是我心爱的孩子们呀,为什么?我们不希望用责骂或惩罚的方式来对待,但为什么要让我们忍无可忍!我流着泪,用很愤怒很严厉的方式责骂了他们。告诉他们,表演是肯定做不成!要他们退出合唱团不要影响别人,不要浪费其他人的时间和用心!眼泪无法停止。。。口头上是在责骂,但心理上是很心疼。我从来没有这样责骂孩子们过。我想要他们进步,成长,觉悟。。。看见孩子哭了,我更加不忍心。
要求了我想要看到的,大家都答应了。希望不要让我一再失望。
你们是我的最爱啊~不要让我后悔白费做了这件事。。。
Monday, 10 February 2014
The more I think, The more confused I am
He touched me again ..Yes, I admit I felt happy and surprised but in the same time I felt uneasy too ..
I do not know why everytime he saw me or we having the same class .. he will did that
I know its nothing .. its just a small touch .. pointing your shoulder, shake your hand, measuring your hand size and so on .. I do not think its nothing ... maybe, I hope its "something" hiding behind the actions.
Maybe, I care too much about him. If is someone else, I might not think that way.
So, please stop. I'm confused.
Wednesday, 29 January 2014
The Little Mermaid
The Little Mermaid (from the perspective of the prince - tutorial exercise)
I’m celebrating my birthday on my ship. Everyone was
having fun but it’s nothing special for me anymore as I have been celebrating it every year
since the day I born, I’m used to it. I went out to catch some fresh air and
flee myself with the wind and waves. Then, I saw something shiny far under the
sea, I thought it was the reflection of my ship’s lighting. I did not bother at
first but it coming closer and closer. When I look closer with tip toe, I fell
into the sea.
Next day, I woke up in a temple. A girl from the
temple came and greet me. I try to recall back what had happened. My ship
sank due to a great storm, but before that…“Oh yeah! I saw a mermaid!” “I can’t
believe I saw a mermaid!” Then, I hesitated. “This
must not be true” “But then again I saw it with my own eyes!” I try to
recall carefully. “Yes, the mermaid was real and … she is so beautiful.” I can
never forget the ever first moment that I look at her, her beauty had engraved
in my mind. “She saved me from drowning?”
A week after, my father, the king forced me to
marry the girl from the temple, which he believed was the girl thar saved me on
my birthday that day and also the main reason is that she is from the royals. I
tried to refuse and did a lot of rebellious actions to go against my father as
I could not forget the mermaid, the stunning girl I saw swimming under the sea.
My eager and desire to meet her again were just beyond my control. “I think I’m deeply falling in love with her, a girl that
I do not know who she is.” However, I cannot do anything but be obedient my parents. I’m the prince but I have no freedom, a freedom to marry the girl I
loved. I’m disappointed and mad at myself. I walked by the seashore in the
middle of the night, wishing she would appear in front of me again from the bottom
my heart. “Please let me see you again.” I
wished with a grieved heart.
The day has arrived. All the royals are dancing gracefully
on my wedding. Suddenly, a good-looking girl appeared from nowhere, dancing
stunningly in between, she dances like no one else. She charms the whole court
with her dancing. Everyone give out their places prominently and attracted to
this charming beautiful girl as well. I walked towards her and befriend her but
she cannot communicate except her eyes and gestures.
“What a beautiful blue watery eyes she got!” “But
why I felt pain through her eyes?” “It inadvertently makes my heartache too.”
“Wait a minute! You look familiar. Did I meet you
somewhere before?” She is not answering me. “Oh my
goodness! Is her!!” “How can I take such a long time to recognize her?” “Nice
to meet you, my mermaid.” I greeted her from my heart. I smiled at her,
she smiled back at me. A brilliant smile that cannot be described into any framework
of language.
“Now, let’s welcome our prince and princess!” my
father announced to everyone proudly. Her eyes already filled with sadness and
tears. “Oh baby, don’t cry. I love you more than
anyone else.” “I knew it was you that day, you saved my life.” Now, I
believed even more that we were deeply in love with each other. However, our
inevitable fates separated us apart. The fate of us crashes my heart and crumble
down. “Although I’m marrying another woman but
please remember my heart forever with you. I know my love will be remembered so
please don’t cry, give me chilling laughter instead of hot tears.”
Next day morning
will be my wedding ceremony but I cannot put myself to sleep so I decided to wake
up at the midnight, look up to the sky. The moonbeam reminds me your shining
smile. Then I walked to the seashore again and I saw a batch of mermaids swim
to me, they were your sisters. They told me that you have drank a potion that
offered from The Sea Witch to rid yourself of your tail and grow legs but it
will cause you in horrendous pain when you walk or dance. My tears start to fall
down slowly on my cheeks. I cannot imagine how pain are you in when you dancing
in front of me. You even had given out your voice to The Sea Witch. “How much sacrifices and risks you have taken up for me?” They even told me you will only gain a
human soul if I marry you. Otherwise, you will die and not live the normal
mermaid lifespan of 300 years. I cannot stand it anymore. I kneel down and cry
out loud like a baby. “I love you but I can’t marry
you, what should I do?” I am so mad and angry at myself of being such a
coward to against my father and sacrifice. My heart breaks.
I knew she
could become a mermaid again if she uses the magical knife to kill me and let
my blood touches her legs. I think this is the only thing I can do for her
which is to let her murder me. I went back to my castle and go back to my bed
without fear. “Even if I take a brutal action, I
can manage if it was for you so please don’t hesitate when you come to me, I
will give myself to you, and I will protect you!” I cried myself into
sleep.
Next day, the early sunlight came down and brightened up my room. A blinding force that reminds me of her comes down. She did not kill me instead throws herself into the sea and dissolves into sea foam. She becomes a spirit daughter of the air who will gain an immortal soul after 300 years, a spirit that lives in the sky.
Next day, the early sunlight came down and brightened up my room. A blinding force that reminds me of her comes down. She did not kill me instead throws herself into the sea and dissolves into sea foam. She becomes a spirit daughter of the air who will gain an immortal soul after 300 years, a spirit that lives in the sky.
Wednesday, 22 January 2014
干啊~
我不是要骂粗口的意思。
只是,觉得自己真的需要“爱情”的滋润。噗哈哈!!
我完全没有想过我会这样说出口。
我人生完了!!!
他的接触,他的开口,他的一举一动。。
都很引人注目 ((应该说我很注意才对~
天啊~给点指示吧~是不是他啊?
只是,觉得自己真的需要“爱情”的滋润。噗哈哈!!
我完全没有想过我会这样说出口。
我人生完了!!!
他的接触,他的开口,他的一举一动。。
都很引人注目 ((应该说我很注意才对~
天啊~给点指示吧~是不是他啊?
Friday, 28 June 2013
Thursday, 27 June 2013
AIA CONCERT !!
对~AIA CONCERT 就是今晚BEAST, G.NA 和4MINUTE 在马来西亚举办的concert。 说实在的,我很想去非常想去恨不得去。但自从买了东方神起的票,我就一直在控制自己花钱在K-POP的费用。每个人都知道,我很喜欢 BEAST,但我没有去,并不代表我不喜欢他们了!听到亲故这么说,我真的很痛心,难道你们不认识我吗?你们做工了,有些有零用钱拿(存就是了),我并没有打工也没有零用钱。并不是喜欢就能去的,我也做了很大的牺牲!!如果我学校的课业都做不好的话,那还去看演唱会是什么屁话啊~被选为队长那一刻,就知道自己的担当会逐渐重要,但并没想到队员会是推给我做让我做完的朋友。一直一直都在催我,几时可以做完?几时可以给他们看?几时才能印下来派出去?你们没付出还要那么大声啊!!!你是想怎样?昨天为了载你们去做 research,我都累了。回来还要载朋友去车站,过后到家就要马上冲凉,30分钟之内又要出门载几条粉肠去买料理。我没有骂说我自己是你们的车夫就算了,还要一个两个摆脸色给我看。早上10点到晚上11点才回到,过后才有机会去朋友家借 wifi 做功课。我从11点做到4点啊!!我第一次感到那么的压力和疲惫。想睡不能睡。到今天早上,我竟然睡到下午才起床。我完全不知道我没有去上课,还是第一次没有感觉(平时都会起来吓醒去上课)。刚起床就打电话过来,为什么没有去上课啦,我没来怎样给他们看啦,到底做好了没啊,明天最好交到他们的手上啦!OH PLEASE!!你们到底给不给人喘口气啊?还不是因为你们的不帮忙还有不断给人的压力,我才会不去看演唱会。Enn Li 还特地打电给我说她有两张免费的票,问我要不要去,我还是狠心的拒绝了!我当下哭断肠!!!知道我喜欢K-POP的应该都知道那是什么感受!!有票去不得是严重严重让我伤心欲绝
Wednesday, 26 June 2013
日有所思,夜有所梦。
我不知道我是不是喜欢他,因为我不介意他跟谁在一起,他在做什么。只是偶尔想到今天可能会见到他,要穿整齐一些。但周围的人都说虽然我有很多追求者,但他们都知道我喜欢的是谁。我在想.........我怎么不知道是谁啊~我都不懂你们懂?但最近想起他的频率有加无减。就想想今天可能会见到他,哦!他 liked 我的 status了,或者是他最近有没有在运动之类的。
但我没想到会梦见他啊~~~梦境竟然是我们接吻了,而且是被他强吻!!!什么东西嘛!!!还要是在周围都是朋友的面前做了这样的一个东东~((我晕!!接下来是我逃开躲在厕所了,可能是惊讶的关系。然后各个跑来问我有事吗.....我开门不见他才说没事。结果他从旁边出现说对不起....朋友们醒目地闪开 ((这就是朋友会做的事!靠 然后我忘了发生什么事,只记得他闯进来厕所,站在我面前,然后锁门!!我更加晕~~这是什么情节嘛?看戏看太多了实在!他接下就搂了我的腰把我拉进他,然后就 ..... 就 ........ 就 ........ 拥吻啦~~~~~ 哇赛!重点是梦就这样给我停了!!有没有搞错啊~~这是什么烂结局~~至少给我知道我做了什么,我们做了什么嘛!哎哟~~~我真的晕了!算啦~~但我还是希望别再发这种梦了。下次见到他,我会失措!毕竟是很好朋友,几年内都会见到他。也希望不是因为喜欢他的关系才发这种梦吧~说实在的蛮恐怖一下,因为我很肯定也知道他不喜欢我。不是两情相悦的,真的最好不要!日有所思,夜有所梦啊~~
但我没想到会梦见他啊~~~梦境竟然是我们接吻了,而且是被他强吻!!!什么东西嘛!!!还要是在周围都是朋友的面前做了这样的一个东东~((我晕!!接下来是我逃开躲在厕所了,可能是惊讶的关系。然后各个跑来问我有事吗.....我开门不见他才说没事。结果他从旁边出现说对不起....朋友们醒目地闪开 ((这就是朋友会做的事!靠 然后我忘了发生什么事,只记得他闯进来厕所,站在我面前,然后锁门!!我更加晕~~这是什么情节嘛?看戏看太多了实在!他接下就搂了我的腰把我拉进他,然后就 ..... 就 ........ 就 ........ 拥吻啦~~~~~ 哇赛!重点是梦就这样给我停了!!有没有搞错啊~~这是什么烂结局~~至少给我知道我做了什么,我们做了什么嘛!哎哟~~~我真的晕了!算啦~~但我还是希望别再发这种梦了。下次见到他,我会失措!毕竟是很好朋友,几年内都会见到他。也希望不是因为喜欢他的关系才发这种梦吧~说实在的蛮恐怖一下,因为我很肯定也知道他不喜欢我。不是两情相悦的,真的最好不要!日有所思,夜有所梦啊~~
Wednesday, 19 June 2013
The very 1st one in 2013 -_-
OK !! This blog is dying here .... I'm soooo lazy to update my blog ..
I hate typing .. I just like to talk .. blah blah blah everything out.
but sometimes, not everything can be discuss or speak it out.
"some people" said when a person showing their secret or love too much to the others, that person hardly get the same as return. Why ? because everyone thinks that that person is loved ... even though got people fall in love with that person, they won't confess as they think that the person don't need any of it and they just choose to keep it secret ...
hemm .. I was wondering .. so this is why I'm single huh .. I don't know isit true but it sounds true ~
but no doubt, a lot of people stalking me recently ... and 1 of them is super obvious .. yes ! he has been confessed to me like about 3 months ago but he is not my type and he knew that as I told him the truth la .. still he is not giving up ... I'M THAT ATTRACTIVE huh ?? whatever !!
but I easily got emo nowadays ... because of the father's day ? yeah .. I envy my friends that have their parents both father and mother .. but most of them not really appreciate with what they've. While the friends who love their parents very much .. I gone emo straight away .. I lack of father's love since young so until now I don't really know what kind of feeling is that ... and when I saw all those father's day cake and pictures with their father on FB ... (yes, I'm crying when typing the last 3 rows)
so, isit the reason why I always think of getting a boyfriend ?
I NEED LOVE !!
I hate typing .. I just like to talk .. blah blah blah everything out.
but sometimes, not everything can be discuss or speak it out.
"some people" said when a person showing their secret or love too much to the others, that person hardly get the same as return. Why ? because everyone thinks that that person is loved ... even though got people fall in love with that person, they won't confess as they think that the person don't need any of it and they just choose to keep it secret ...
hemm .. I was wondering .. so this is why I'm single huh .. I don't know isit true but it sounds true ~
but no doubt, a lot of people stalking me recently ... and 1 of them is super obvious .. yes ! he has been confessed to me like about 3 months ago but he is not my type and he knew that as I told him the truth la .. still he is not giving up ... I'M THAT ATTRACTIVE huh ?? whatever !!
but I easily got emo nowadays ... because of the father's day ? yeah .. I envy my friends that have their parents both father and mother .. but most of them not really appreciate with what they've. While the friends who love their parents very much .. I gone emo straight away .. I lack of father's love since young so until now I don't really know what kind of feeling is that ... and when I saw all those father's day cake and pictures with their father on FB ... (yes, I'm crying when typing the last 3 rows)
so, isit the reason why I always think of getting a boyfriend ?
I NEED LOVE !!
Wednesday, 22 August 2012
I CAN DO IT !!
I'm facing a big challenge now .. because having a performance on Merdeka Day, I had to take a week leave on week 14 for rehearsal on Bukit Jalil which the last week to do revision, hand on my assignment and presentation .. due to that I have to done all those stuff one week earlier than others ... I was so stress, can't even imagine to do it ... don't know how and where to start from. All was like "come" in the same time, how am I suppose to done all of this in one week ?? Besides, I got very low coursework marks in every subjects .. really don't know why it happened become like this .. I swear I did very best in every work but why ?? keep telling myself I deserve better marks .. that's the facts .. I can't change anything, the only thing can do is do all the best in final .. after 31st performance, 6th of Sep is the first day of final for my first paper .. within 1 week I have to finish my revision ?? OMG !! I really think I can't make it .... after I get a surprise gift from P55 D9 group .. all my stress gone away ~ is a so called "stick" handmade by D9 PTC with encouragement behind it .. I got mine "Pray to have a strong conviction, believe that all the wishes can be achieved, pray with this kind of heart."——Daisaku Ikeda. I have to believe I can do it, not suppose to giving up without doing anything, still not end yet !! everything must be achieved ! IS A MUST ~~ do all those work with the faith and belief ! I can do it !! ^^ get this encouragement in a good time, appears just in time ~ LOL !!
Thursday, 16 August 2012
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我到底要怎样挑战过来?今天得知所有的coursework分数。很伤心!全部就只有过半,甚至有fail的!我承认我最近没有很认真在功课上,但我这之前都有很用功地在做~Final 至少要拿到80/100才能拿到B。真的真的很糟糕!就连我最有把握的英文都一塌糊涂!我到底都在干什么啊?废柴!!!颓废!!!
国庆日还要表演,那整个礼拜需要缺席!以为不是问题,结果抽签在27号presentation,29号需要交assignment project,FINAL就在6号开始!我没有信心~~我很压力~!
国庆日还要表演,那整个礼拜需要缺席!以为不是问题,结果抽签在27号presentation,29号需要交assignment project,FINAL就在6号开始!我没有信心~~我很压力~!
Sunday, 12 August 2012
"Many in Body, One in Mind"
I will be performing on 31st of Aug, the National Day in the name of Soka Gakkai Malaysia, together with 800+ of members and Soka friends. Until now, we only practiced for 7 times. The 7th time, I cried (I used to cry a lot huh .. =.=) because get scolded by own group person in charge (PIC). I admit I did not put 100% effort in every run and I only do my own steps without care about my group members because I'm still unsatisfied with my own group. Before that I was in a preparatory group(D9), even I knew I will not able to perform but I still appreciate every moment with my group member, practice hard together like crazy, counting with the song
together like crazy , laugh together like crazy, cry
together like crazy because I feel the warmth of my group members. They can become very serious when come to practice since we wanted to enjoy each practice and do not want to leave any regret. Until I was nominated became an official performers and sent to a new group(D1), the happiness gone in the same time. I thought I will get the same feeling in the new group but ..... They even do not know the name of their group members, forget the dance steps that learned on the first day of practice, will only wait for instructions, lazy to do counting for every flow steps, do not want to have a slogan which every group has it for encouragement and spirit. I really have too much too much TOO MUCH of dissatisfaction in this group but I do not dare to speak it out since I'm just a new member there so I just leave it. Until PIC reproached us after the practice, I can't hold my tears and it just burst out. Is not because he too angry or scared of him, is because I finally realized my thought was too wrong. My faith and belief are not strong enough. I gave up to my own group. I should bring in here what I have learned in D9, the confidence, the happiness, the heart of cherish, the joyful, the seriousness and etc. I should do that but why am I the one giving up here. I used to compare D1 with D9 but if I always compare, I will always complain. If this is not what I want then why I have to allow it continue to corrupt down. I should make the change and change of own self.
"In the spirit of many body but one in mind prevails among the people, they will achieve all their goals, whereas if one in body but different in mind, they can achieve nothing remarkable."——Nichiren Daishonin, "Many in Body, One in Mind"
"United we stand, divided we fall." ——John Dickinson (1732-1808)
Wednesday, 8 August 2012
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up till the point where you actually felt people around you don’t exactly like you for you, that’s the worst part in life.
you probably thought you’re already doing your best when you’re not. the little voice beside you whom pulls you down when faced with troubles. you’d wonder if you’re doing the right thing, you’d wonder if you’re good enough, you’d wonder if you’re working hard enough. but the way life is is indeed balanced. so balanced that you cannot fulfill everything in the same time. I guess I should always be reminded that success needs to be earned one by one slowly and shouldn’t be rushed. and keeping friends with you are the most important part of life. because success ain’t going to buy you all happiness. not sure if naive but having just getting a little care would mean so much. nothing creative. just a simple “are you okay ?” would give me so much strength.
I do not like to be told what to do. but always when needed, change is a must. and towards the better. it’s no point keeping the emotions buried in you, sometimes it’s better to be straight forward and voicing out. and accept, too.
and, when you know people appreciates and likes you for who you are, that’ll be the greatest feeling I guarantee. I’m not telling you to live the way to please people, but because sometimes even the simplest smile could make you a much more jovial person who’s nice to be around with; and it’ll all be worth it. best of all, it requires almost no effort.
Tuesday, 31 July 2012
no regret !
TODAY that you had wasted ,
is the day for those who died wishes to have .NOW that you tired of ,
is the future once you can't go back .
My friend shared this picture through Facebook and I save it.
is really encouraging !
Appreciate everyday that you have, you never know what is gonna happen tomorrow !! except you can predict future @..@
do something memorable and meaningful to pass your time. If not you will regret for what you did in your life time. Cherish now .. even the future ~~
PREPARE FOR THE FUTURE BUT NOT WORRY ABOUT YOUR FUTURE !!
Tuesday, 24 July 2012
about love ...
for me, love had always lasted so short and left me with pain and fear for a long time. the last time 2 years so now what? I honestly don’t know. mistakes, I keep making the same ones no matter how much I’ve told myself not to. “always know a person thoroughly.” that’s one of the most important things I guess. if I had taken these safety measures I wouldn’t end up with somebody that’s incompatible with me. but that’s just too late. I guess everybody need to make a huge mistake because without having to pay for the price we won’t feel pain, and without pain we won’t change. each time I’ve heard about a complicating and dramatic relationship I would always wonder why it ever happens, being as simple minded as I always am, I thought it would never happen to me. and somehow it just happens and it made me even more paranoid. but I guess I was just too young and naive. I’ve tried my best so far and I guess that’s all it takes. rather than having the feeling of pain from a break up, I just felt like I’ve sunken down and from this I really need the company of my family and friends. I can’t deny that I have not went out with most of my friends here because their outings were always so spontaneous and I had always had an earlier planning to meet him. but from this I hung out with my friends again and instead of feeling that I am anymore different, they welcomed me with open hands with got me really touched. even though friends I’ve known here aren’t friends that I grew up with, but I’ve always believed that once you found a link someone, they could and will be your friend forever. and I shouldn’t neglect my family who have been so supportive of me all the time. I also want to thank my loyal readers even if you’ve just dropped a comment or two. but if it’s a good one, it gives me strength and I read them gleefully with a big smile on my face.
Tuesday, 17 July 2012
No matter how many mistakes you make or how slow you progress, you are still way ahead of everyone who isn't trying.
I totally AGREE with that ~~ I saw this post few hours back from my best friend. I liked it ~ why ?
because I agree so much ... you know you have made a lot of mistakes and you know the way you improve yourself is too slow but you knew that you know about it ... as long as you realized , as long as you wanted to make a change then OK ! better than the people that not trying to do anything or not trying to improve, it will not bring you any effect or results since you do nothing ! So , don't hesitate with what you are facing right now , just do your best ... lama-lama jadi bukit !! don't ever wanted to make a big step to get what you want, later you will drop to the ground straightly from the top. Walk slowly and you can see every moment and what is happening with the environment that beside you ~ Don't worry about what the people think as you are still ahead of the people who isn't trying right ?! ~ ^^ such a nice guidance ~ I love guidance !!
Tuesday, 10 July 2012
LHY transformation !!
Nothing is irredeemable in youth. Rather, the worst mistake you can make when you're young is to give up on yourself and not to challenge yourself for fear of failure. The past is the past and the future is the future. You should keep moving forward with a steady eye on the future, telling yourself, "I'll start from today!" "I'll start afresh from now, from this moment!"
—— Daisaku Ikeda, Youth! A Time for Construction.
—— Daisaku Ikeda, Youth! A Time for Construction.
Life is long, everyone knows it but even if we have problems, even if we have done things we regret or have made mistakes, your whole future still lies ahead of you. After I read the small paragraph above, I finally realized we need not stuck into those every little thing and makes me become a spiritless person or become an unhappy person if I allow myself to be followed by the bad things. If I cry because of nothing or even give up for a small case, then the people will discriminate me for sure. Why not just do it a little bit nicer, put a little bit more effort, a bit more sincerity ... Slowly, they can see the different, right ? Then people will start respect you and appreciate you. I know talk is easy but when comes to action is a hard work to do but never try never know. At least I did something, rather than do nothing and get nothing at the end. Lim Hsin Yi, gambateh kudasai ~ Fighting ~ plus oil !! let the horse come ~ Guidances back up~ing me !!
Tuesday, 3 July 2012
Fulamek !!
I'm taking about Korean group again. I know is annoying but as long as I love it ~~ wakaka ~ Tell you what ... B.A.P is having their showcase this Friday in Malaysia !!! ((SHOUT OUT LOUD)) !!! B.A.P will taking their flight to Malaysia tonight , we expect the time of arrival is 1am in the midnight. Guess what ... I'm having a pick-up for B.A.P tonight at KLIA. This is the first time ... I never do that before since normally the artists's flight will be at night or midnight, my mum won't allow me so I feel very excited now , although now only 5.15pm but when I imagine they arrived KLIA , my heart started to beating ~ Oh My Buddha !! and I get free ticket from my friend for tomorrow 8TV showcase, they were invited to perform in this event. Am I that LUCKY ?? Although I can't go for their own showcase this Friday but I really feel grateful for getting free ticket for tomorrow performance. As I'm going to have a pick-up and tomorrow showcase .. I have to rushed all my assignments and those homework. The main point is I have finished and completed all the works yesterday. I started doing my work at 8pm and I finished at 2.30am. The whole progress was nonstop. I was stunned to myself because I won't work so hard except final and my housemates shocked too as I hided in my room after ordered my crazy friend to close the speaker =..= I do all my work nonstop without playing music, eating snacks, FB-ing and drinking oso. They really inspired and excited me to do my work well and faster !
ps/ my housemates wanted the artist come to Malaysia one by one so that I will do my works. Haha ^^
ps/ my housemates wanted the artist come to Malaysia one by one so that I will do my works. Haha ^^
Tuesday, 26 June 2012
I can do it !!
A lot assignments have to rush, is not because I lazy to do it but they changed the marking basis which will have assignment every week !! I drew the mascot for my advertising design subject for countless times ... really feeling fed up , the Japanese language every week will have test !!
Should I be happy because I still haven't become insane ?
Just now I cried because of the mind map before I come here .. I did it all by myself since they found all the information and did a draft for me so I volunteer to do the final one but it doesn't goes well ... my mind map doesn't looks like a mind map but a rubbish .. I did it again and again until I felt frustrated and emotional .. Luckily my housemate keep on encourage me when I feel upset if not I can't finish my work and going to die tomorrow morning in the classroom ...... and she showed me the quotes from Sensei, Daisaku Ikeda. I found out that I really like it and inspirational !!
“Even if things don't unfold the way you expected, don't be disheartened or give up. One who continues to advance will win in the end.”― Daisaku Ikeda
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